Loser

Pain and anguish,
Years of punishment,
A decade of abuse,
Killed my emotions.

Hate and anger,
Words spoken in haste,
My temper exploding,
Killed my soul.

Cheap cop-outs,
Assaults on myself,
Never-ending depression,
Almost took my life.

Demons taking over my senses,
Spiraling downward into a sea drunkeness,
No love for others,
Made me lose Audrey.

Now I am left with the pieces,
Scattered on the bed I made,
I have to accept and swallow the shards,
Because I lost Audrey.

Life goes on,
I'm still around,
Things are going fine,
But I still lost Audrey.

--M.P.K.










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