I feel high and i feel low
I feel torn
I feel like my life is going nowhere
I feel that I have no purpose
I have so much yet I have so little
Simple things are enough
I lost what I need most
There in my hand
My life in my hand
Slipped through my fingers
Sometimes I wonder
Why it had to happen
And if it was still going on
What kind of a person would I be?
How much happier?
I can't bear to think of what could have been
Because the thoughts overwhelm me
And i cry out with desperate anguish
Is there anyone there?
Sometimes I wonder
It's a battle of mind vs heart
They both say the same thing
Yet are a mess of tangled emotion
I was the happiest I have ever been
When I was with her
And now it's all gone
Taken from me
I'd do anything to have it back
But there's no hope
Nothing
No light
I am blinded by the darkness
I loved her
I love her
God is dead.